Publications

 
BOOKS:

HOLD-UP

 


 

Publisher: 13e Note Editions (March 2013)
Paperback: 304 pages
Translation: Karine Chaunac
Language: French
ISBN-10: 2363740300
ISBN-13: 978-2-36374-030-4

 

“HOLD-UP is a marriage of two types of cautionary memoir, the addict’s tale and the criminal’s professional reminiscences. Its ancestors include such worthy tomes as You Can’t Win by Jack Black, Where the Money Was by Willie Sutton, The Basketball Diaries by Jim Carroll and Life Plus 99 Years by Nathan Leopold. In fiction, William Burroughs’s Junky, William Fogle’s Drugstore Cowboy and Charles Fischer’s (sadly out-of-print) Trips cover similar ground. Hold-Up sits comfortably on the shelf in such worthy company. It stands out on its own merits, however, thanks to its author’s sharp, vivid voice and unsentimental view of both his addiction and his erstwhile career. There’s genuine grief at the loss of a number of friends and running companions, but no self-pity, and no happy ending, either; the only indication in the book of O’Neil’s eventual sobriety is the fact that he lived to write the thing down, and beautifully at that. And for that we can only be grateful.”
––Scott Phillips, author of THE ICE HARVEST

“There aren’t many books that when you finish them leave you silent and unable to reenter the world for a while—and Patrick O’Neil’s HOLD-UP is one of them. This is a life recorded that no one in their right mind would want—but it’s a sharp and precise look back by someone now in his right mind trying to make sense of a past that went well off its rails. HOLD-UP grabs the reader from page one and doesn’t let up until you’ve turned the last page and are left moved, disturbed and a little out of breath.”
––Rob Roberge, author of THE COST OF LIVING

“Patrick was a roadie for Dead 
Kennedys and road manager for Flipper, one of the 
best punk bands of the San Francisco Bay Area. 
He was a roadie, but mostly he was an addict. Fifteen years later, 
he’s robbing banks and supermarkets, surviving overdoses, and playing Sid & 
Nancy with his girlfriend Jenny… Patrick O’Neil recounts this long journey punctuated 
by lightning discharges of adrenaline. A nightmare-like 
creepy thriller: his life. Brutal!”
–– ROLLING STONE

 

TRAILER for HOLD-UP

 

REVIEWS for HOLD-UP

“Hold-Up (Patrick O’Neil)” Le passe-temps, November (2013)
“Patrick O’Neil/Hold-Up” Eireann Yvon, September (2013)
“Patrick O’Neil Hold-Up” rockart-titude, (2013)
“O’NEIL & O’NEILL, JUMEAUX DE DÉFONCE” La revue 813, Numéro 116, Juillet (2013)
“13e Note Editions/Hold-Up du Patrick O’Neil” CARNETS DU LIBRAIRE, Mai (2013)
“Noir-c-noir 585 HOLD-UP Patrick O’Neil, 13e NOTE EDITIONS” Radio PFM 99.9, Mai (2013)
“Meurtres, braquages, hérone et rock’n’roll : le cocktail polar qui tue ! La sélection noire de Philippe Blanchet” ROLLING STONE France, Mai (2013)
“Si vous restez de marbre c’est que vous êtes déjà mort” librarie passages, Avril (2013)
“Hold-Up – Patrick O’Neil” LES BUVEURS D’NCRE, Avril (2013)
“Hold-up de Patrick O’Neil, et pour quelques grammes de plus” Fnac.com, Mars (2013)
“LE CHOIX DE CHRISTOPHE DUPUIS” La Tete en Noir, No161, Mars/Avril (2013)

 

ANTHOLOGIES:

“How I got Sober: Patrick” How I Got Sober: 10 Alcoholics and Addicts Tell Their Personal Stories: From the AfterParty Archives The After Party Group, eBook, August (2015)
 

NONFICTION:

“Trying to Forgive Myself” Cast Centers Blog, May (2017)
“The Day I Was Pardoned for Committing Armed Robberies” AfterPartyMagazine, February (2017)
“The Stupid Stuff We Say To Newcomers” AfterPartyMagazine, September (2016)
“How a Homeless Junkie Can Trigger My Cravings” AfterPartyMagazine, September (2016)
“Trying to Forgive Myself” Inspiration2Publication, July (2016)
“How A Recovering Addict Handles Cohabitation” RehabReviews, June (2016)
“Thank You For Sharing” Lunch Ticket, Summer/Fall Issue (2016)
“You Can Borrow My Higher Power” AfterPartyMagazine, April (2016)
“9 People To Avoid At 12-Step Meetings” AfterPartyMagazine, April (2016)
“How Does a 50-Something Rocker Guy Learn to Love Himself?” AfterPartyMagazine, March (2016)
“I Never Saw My Friend’s Suicide Coming” AfterPartyMagazine, March (2016)
“The Dreaded Recovery Phone Call” AfterPartyMagazine, January (2016)
“I’m Starving” Sensitive Skin Online, January (2016)
“Stuck in the Cycle of Relapse” AfterPartyMagazine, January (2016)
“Copping Drugs on My Way to Christmas Dinner” AfterPartyMagazine, December (2015)
“Thanksgiving is an Eating Disorder Nightmare” AfterPartyMagazine, November (2015)
“My Last Armed Robbery” AfterPartyMagazine, November (2015)
“I’m Starving” Sensitive Skin, Number 13, November (2015)
“Learning New Behaviors” Arts Collide, October (2015)
“I Can’t Watch My Mom Detox” Inspiration2Publication, September (2015)
“I was An Addict Who Needed Cat Food” AfterPartyMagazine, August (2015)
“Scoring A Free High In Sobriety” AfterPartyMagazine, July (2015)
“Can I Resist a Cocktail on a Plane?” AfterPartyMagazine, July (2015)
“Last Day, San Francisco, June 25th 1997” The Nervous Breakdown, June (2015)
“Los Angeles, July 7, 1990” The Weeklings, June (2015)
“Divulging Secrets” Inspiration2Publication, May (2015)
“Having A Plan Of Recovery” Make Peace With Food, May (2015)
“I Finally Went to OA” AfterPartyMagazine, March (2015)
“Pro Anorexia or Bulimia? Join The Crowd” AfterPartyMagazine, January (2015)
“Broken” Word Riot, January 2015 Issue (2015)
“Anatomy Of A Food Relapse” AfterPartyMagazine, January (2015)
“Are Eating Disorders Real?” AfterPartyMagazine, November (2014)
“Call This an Eating Disorder If You Need to” AfterPartyMagazine, November (2014)
“Do I Really Have To Be Rigorously Honest?” AfterPartyMagazine, November (2014)
“Confessions of a Bad Sponsor” AfterPartyMagazine, September (2014)
“How I Got Sober” AfterPartyMagazine, July (2014)
“I’m That Rocker Dude in His 50s That Wrote About Having an Eating Disorder” AfterPartyMagazine, June (2014)
“How to Get Sober and Not Live in Mediocrity” AfterPartyMagazine, June (2014)
“How One Drink Leads to a Heroin OD” AfterPartyMagazine, June (2014)
“The Secret Story An Addict in Recovery Tells Himself” AfterPartyMagazine, May (2014)
“Winston Smith” Juxtapoz, May (2014)
“Trying to Forgive Myself” AfterPartyMagazine, April (2014)
“Transitional Housing” The Weeklings, April (2014)
“How A Life of Addiction Ends” AfterPartyMagazine, April (2014)
“I can’t bear to watch my mom detox” Salon, April (2014)
“I Can’t Watch My Mom Detox” AfterPartyMagazine, April (2014)
“Fat Boy” AfterPartyMagazine, March (2014)
“Fluids” The Weeklings, March (2014)
“Films Français” Paper Tape, February (2014)
“More Adventures in Macrocephaly” {Revolution House}, Resurrection Issue, 3.3 (2013)
“Peep Show” The Weeklings, December (2013)
“Looking Back: Anxiety’s Greatest Hits” Sensitive Skin Online (2013)
“Time Served” Diverse Voices Quarterly, Volume 5, Issue 19 (2013)
“Looking Back: Anxiety’s Greatest Hits” Sensitive Skin, Number 10 (2013)
“Beat Me” The Weeklings, September (2013)
“Bleed For Me” Razorcake, Issue 75 (2013)
“Telemarketing” Literary Artifacts/Tres Carazones, July (2013)
“On The Way To LA” The Gap-Toothed Madness, Volume 1, Issue 2 (2013)
“Bumps in the Road” Razorcake, May (2013)
“The Right To Remain Silent” Extract(s) Anthology, Volume 1, February (2013)
“Nocturnal Hollywood” Marco Polo Arts Magazine, L.A. (2012)
“Up on the Hill” Marco Polo Arts Magazine, 500 Words (2012)
“It’s Awfully Late For Patti Michelle” The Citron Review, Editor’s Choice Issue (2011)
“Valentine’s Day” Diverse Voices Quarterly, Volume 3, Issue 9&10 (2011)
“It’s Awfully Late For Patti Michelle” Fourteen Hills, Volume 17, Number 2 (2011)
“Sunset and Highland” Prairie Wolf Press Review, Premier Issue: Volume 1, Spring (2011)
“Waiting at the Gilbert” The Whistling Fire, January (2011)
“Last Day” New Plains Review, Fall Issue (2010)
“Wake Up” The Coachella Review, Fall Issue (2010)
“Wandering American Culture” Phantom Seed, Issue #4 (2010)
“The Demise of Horticulture” Weave Magazine, Issue 04 (2010)
“Las Vegas, 1966” The Survivor Chronicles, May Issue (2010)
“Desolation” Two Hawks Quarterly, Issue 4, Number 1 (2010)
“The Scent of Death” The Citron Review, September Issue (2009)
“What-a-ya-looking at Bitch?” Sunsets and Silencers, Volume 1 (2009)
“Talking With Maria” SoMa Literary Review, June Issue (2009)
“Late Night Q&A” Word Riot, May Issue (2009)
“Barack and the Art of Dental Hygiene” AUDEMUS, Volume 1, Issue 2 (2009)
“There’s a Crackhead at My Window” Blood Orange Review, Volume 2.3 (2007)
“Compassion of the Mind” The Sylvan Echo, Volume 1.2 (2007)
“Writing His Life Away” The Sylvan Echo, Volume 1.1 (2007)
“Attraction” Nouveau Blank, November Edition (2007)
 
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FICTION:

“Staying Present” Out Of The Gutter, December (2016)
“Prison Bitch” Out Of The Gutter, May (2015)
« Elle s’appelait Martha, je crois » Bookalicious, February (2015)
“Won’t You Be My Neighbor” The Telegram Review, October (2013)
“Think Her Name Was Martha” Sparkle & Blink, 42 (2013)

EDITOR:

JINETERO Jorge Navarro, eBook: Muy Nice Digital (2014)
 

PODCASTS/READINGS:

“Patrick O’Neil reads excerpts from Gun, Needle, Spoon” Gorsky Press, August (2015)
“Broken by Patrick O’Neil” Word Riot, January (2015)
“AfterPartyPod: Patrick O’Neil” AfterPartyMagazine, December (2014)
“B&B Ep 109 Patrick O’Neil” Books and Booze, September (2014)
“Interview with Patrick O’Neil” Coffee with Alice, August (2014)
“Something’s Wrong” Gorsky Press, October (2012)

INTERVIEWS:

“One Question: Patrick O’Neil” Hypertext Magazine, April (2017)
“My Greatest Struggles as a Writer” Writing Issues, Huffington Post, March (2017)
“Q&A With Patrick O’Neil by Seth Fischer” Angel’s Flight – Literary West, March (2017)
“Advice I Give” Writing Issues, Huffington Post, February (2017)
“Working with an Editor Who Didn’t Like Me” Writing Issues, Huffington Post, February (2017)
“Addiction Recovery Literature Including How To And Memoirs – Part 2” Single and Sober, February (2017)
“How I Deal With Rejection” Writing Issues, The Huffington Post, January (2017)
“The Surprising Benefits of Being a Writer” Writing Issues, Huffington Post, December (2016)
“Gun Needle Spoon” Last-Door Society, Talk Recovery Radio, August (2016)
“An Interview with Patrick O’Neil” Dzanc Books, October (2015)
“The Regeneration of Patrick O’Neil” Curbside Splendor Publishing, July (2015)
“Prison Saved Punk Rock Addict” San Francisco Chronicle, July (2015)
“Book Notes – Patrick O’Neil ‘Gun, Needle, Spoon'” Largehearted Boy, July (2015)
“The Sunday Rumpus Interview: Patrick O’Neil” The Rumpus, July (2015)
“Roadie+Junkie+Robber = Author” Life Elsewhere, WMNF 88.5, June (2015)
“TNB Self-Interview” The Nervous Breakdown, June (2015)
“Gun, Needle, Spoon” Shelf Unbound, June (2015)
“Patrick O’Neil – Gun Needle Spoon” Book Talk, Breakthru Radio, May (2015)
“Writing Process Blog Tour” Full Blue Moon Dementia, September (2014)
“Heroin” Life Elsewhere, WMNF 88.5, February (2014)
“Patrick O’Neil, Author, Filmmaker” Lunch Ticket, Winter/Spring Issue (2014)
“Life After Punk” Life Elsewhere, WMNF 88.5, September (2013)
“Villains” Life Elsewhere, WMNF 88.5, May (2013)
“Heroin, Love, Bank Robberies, Dysfunctional Relationships, and Jail” Elizabeth A. White (2013)
“The Next Big Thing: Self-Interview” Full Blue Moon Dementia, February (2013)
“memory and memoir from under the shadows of heroin” Non-Profit Nook, January (2013)

VIDEO READINGS:

“Patrick O’Neil at Radar Reading Series” Radar, July (2015)
“Patrick O’Neil” Why There Are Words, July (2015)
“Lip Service West – Patrick O’Neil – July 12th, 2014” Lip Service West, August (2014)
“Patrick O’Neil « Quiet Lightning” Evan Karp, August (2013)
“Lit Up Spring ’11 Patrick O’Neil” Literary Uprising/AULA, May (2013)
“Patrick O’Neil 14 Hills” Evan Karp, May (2011)

FILMS:

“Girls On Girls” Lunch Ticket, Winter/Spring Issue (2014)
“The YAA Girlz and the Deadly Sparks” Coachella Review, Spring Issue (2010)

FILM APPEARANCES:
“Buried In The Mix” Starling Cinema, Dir. Timothy Crandle (2016)

AUTHOR/ARTIST PROFILES:

“Alumnus Profile” Common Thread, Antioch University, December (2015)
“Patrick O’Neil” Amazon, November (2015)
“Artist Corner: Patrick O’Neil” Little Thunder Films, April (2014)

 

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